I'm also okay because I have realized that we will be parents. I don't know when, I don't know how but I just know we will. Whether it comes naturally one day, through IUI or IVF, or even a surrogate/adoption, I'm open for anything. If there is one thing I've learned recently, it's this "You are so much stronger than you think." And that is just the truth! We all deal with so much, things that we don't even speak about. We're all alive, we're all fighting SOME battle at SOME point... good always prevails. Plain and simple.
I have to give a "shout-out" to one of my infertility sisters who found out she is 6 weeks pregnant with TWINS through her 2nd IVF. I am so incredibly happy for you and I cry almost every time I talk to you! Congratulations sweetie! XoXo
I'm not giving up hope that it will happen naturally, because it can happen. It's all about timing and we're getting better. We're getting closer, I can feel it. While I hold on to hope, I'm also shifting gears into a different direction. My health. I have good health right now, I've been lucky. I've never had a major illness, I've never had to go to the ER (minus the hives as a kid) etc. So Tim and I decided to spend our anniversary (3 years of marriage in May) money on something different. We planned to take some of the tax return and book a mini-suite in Wendover, rent a car and spend 3 days having fun gambling, seeing a show, eating out, etc. It would have been nice... but instead we are going to spend a little more and buy a treadmill. We both enjoy walking, jogging and running on treadmills and we just can't committ to going down to the gym at his work. I am super excited because once we get the treadmill, I'm going to use it everyday. I feel so good when I get exercise, even just 30 minutes a day. I know that this is an investment that we can benefit from and although we'd love to go to a secluded place and exist only in each other's world for a few days to celebrate our marriage, we chose to be smarter and do this instead. I'm actually more excited than you'd think!
Anyway, I'm staying positive, I'm staying me. XoXo
*Quick Update!*
CD 37, 15 DPO and I got a BFP this morning from a Wondfo test strip! I just can't believe it! Can this really be our time to have a baby?! I've been crying all day! I'm approx. 5 weeks, 1 day along. We have a doctor appointment on Tuesday to check my beta and hcg levels and we have our first ultrasound and heartbeat detection scheduled for March 26th where I will be roughly 10-11 weeks! XOXO

You bet stay positive my little friend. You will also be in my prayers. You will make the best Mother. I know this to be true. Much love to you and Tim!!
ReplyDeleteAwww thank you Cathy! We will definitely stay positive. We are lucky to be included in your prayers, so thank you! XoXo
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